2005-11-21

Another Forward...

Can't believe i'm back home...what a vacation this has been!!But no...i'm not going to write about it here and now! anyway i know for a fact that i'm back in Delhi coz only in Delhi can weddings be so loud & fun!...there's one happening right outside in the lawn in front as i'm writing this!!:-)..

Didn't think i'd miss Delhi! wellll...more about all that later...i had tons of mail to got thru & yep:-) a lot of forwards too! One caught my eye...so m posting it here..just sumthin to think abt ...


WENT TO A PARTY

MUM I went to a party
And remembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mum
So I had a sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
The way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
Though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
And your advice to me was right,
The party finally ended,
And the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
Sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming,
MumSomething I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,
Mum, his voice seems far away.
My own blood's all around me,
As I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
This girl is going to die.
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
While he was flying high,
Because he chose to drink and drive,
Now I would have to die.
So why do people do it,
Mumknowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
Like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mum
Tell daddy to be brave,
And when I go to heaven,
Put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
That it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter,
MumI'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
And I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mum,
As I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mum!"
So I love you and good-bye.


2005-11-05

state of mind...

when i think of u...
i get lost...
past present future...
evrythin loses meaning...
u do know..don't u?
for this state of mind...
there's no cure...

smiles...laughter...tears...
of joy..of sadness...
so many emotions...
flood my mind...
yet i go thru each day...
i tell u..
i'm going thru the motions....
daily grind...

you want me to be otherwise...
change things arnd me...
i wish i cld...or do i?
sumtimes i'm confused...
sumtimes i think u're right...
sumtimes...i think...
who am i? what am i?

I'm searching for answers...
i can't find them...
the questions haunt me....
when u lose patience...
u tell me...
live with them!...

i am living with them!!!

when i think of u...
i get lost...
past present future...
evrythin loses meaning...
for this state of mind...
why is there no cure...



"my last post for this month!!..pheww..i honestly needdd this vacation!...:-)"

I'll be back....

I have reasons to smile:-)...thanks ppl for visiting this space and leaving ur comments! I won't be arnd for sumtime..so no new posts for quite a while..but m just grinning away...aftr seein the comments...they do give u a high..don't they?!...lol..tk care ppl & God bless..."I'll be back"!!! :-) Lukin forward to my long cherished vacation....