state of mind...

when i think of u...
i get lost...
past present future...
evrythin loses meaning...
u do know..don't u?
for this state of mind...
there's no cure...

smiles...laughter...tears...
of joy..of sadness...
so many emotions...
flood my mind...
yet i go thru each day...
i tell u..
i'm going thru the motions....
daily grind...

you want me to be otherwise...
change things arnd me...
i wish i cld...or do i?
sumtimes i'm confused...
sumtimes i think u're right...
sumtimes...i think...
who am i? what am i?

I'm searching for answers...
i can't find them...
the questions haunt me....
when u lose patience...
u tell me...
live with them!...

i am living with them!!!

when i think of u...
i get lost...
past present future...
evrythin loses meaning...
for this state of mind...
why is there no cure...


"my last post for this month!!..pheww..i honestly needdd this vacation!...:-)"