Changing Seasons...and Emotions?

It's been a really hectic day! This is how weekends are for me...and this weekend I wanted to tackle clothes...delhites will understand this completely, every time the season changes from winter to summer or vice versa...we need to settle our entire wardrobe! So today I put away all the winter clothes and got out all the summer clothes...settled all the cupboards...phew!!! It's also a time I discard old clothes and shoes...not just mine but everyone at home.

Maybe it was this "discarding" state of mind that got me picking up a pencil to jot the following lines...this is unlike the person I usually am but I guess a lot of things have been getting to me lately! But I feel I need to clarify that this poem is not for anyone I know personally...but it's what I wish someone I know very well would have the guts to say...*sigh* ...a lot of what I attempt to write is from personal experience...hmmmm!!...

"It doesn't matter...
I really don't care!
Why show you bother?
...that you're there!
I can see right through you...
Your fake concern...
You make such an issue...
Inside I burn...
Seethe...
I hate hearing you...
I hate looking at you...
I know I don't need you...
I have love in my life,
I value people who matter...
People who genuinely care...
Who listen...who share!

Can I be more explicit?
Do you not get it??
You're making me hate...
The person I am.
Filled with resentment,

That's what I am!
I'm a better person without you...
Believe me...
My life won't crash with out YOU!"

Welll...not my usual mushy poem I know...but like I said what I write is a reflection of what I feel.

Time to leave now. There's a dinner get together at a friend's place and I hope that will get me back to my usual self :-)...nothing like good food and the company of good friends to make one smile right?? :-)... Hope you guys have a nice weekend!