2006-08-19

111 ... the hundred and eleventh post


... I got tagged by Southpaw (Rajbir!)

**I admit that right now I’m not exactly in the best state of mind but yep honest as always...while reading the tag don't forget that I am a true gemini with mixed emotions...and there's no specific reason for the pic being here in this post...just one of the pics that got chucked aside when Suchi and I were picking out a new profile pic....**

I AM THINKING ABOUT: my mind is pretty much blank…was thinking way too much for the past couple of hours…!

....On a more serious note, thinking about a better tomorrow...for me. for you and for everyone!

I SAID:
Goodnight to Vedant with a lingering huggg and got a kiss in return :-)

I WANT TO: kick someone’s a-- (who? They know who!)

....On a more serious note (the above statement is serious too btw), I want to learn to let go of the past. I want to learn from it and take up the next challenge life hands me with no regrets and no afterthoughts.

I WISH: I were in a philosophical mood so that this post/tag would seem oh so serious and well thought out…

....as if that weren't serious enough! But yes I also wish "terror" could be erased *wishful thinking* I knoww! I wish for strength in everyone to cope with this sad and bitter reality.

I WONDER: Are u gonna read the whole thing?

....I wonder what would a grown up Vedant be like? Wanna live long enough to see that...*touchwood* I will!

I REGRET: have a sinking feeling I will regret the way I’ve handled this tag once it’s ready and published!!! *grin*

....Seriously, I regret nothing. I know my life is a result of choices I've made...right or wrong, I will live through and learn from them.

I HEAR: the fan whirring…my fingers typing on my keyboard…voices in my head…

....I hear music when I want to wish the voices away * luv music *

I AM: in one of those moods….*sigh*

....Never out of love ;-) !

I DANCE: when I need to feel better…now would be the ideal time…

I SING: only when I know for sure that you’ve got ear plugs on!

....I sing to Vedant when he's ready to go to bed...his fav bedtime song..."tum dil ki dhadkan mei rehte ho~~~" :-) and second on his playlist "tere bina zindagi se~~~koi shikwaa toh nahi.." (and yes he's only 5 now!!)

I CRY: way too much….proportionate to the amount of thinking!!! Good na that I’m blank right now?!

....I cry when I am hurt/angry/upset and I cry at the movies too...!

I AM NOT: into thinking too much…okk…enough with this thinking thing!!!

.....I am not always at such a complete loss of words…Hah! But u knew that from the super long posts in the past (this will be an exception!)

I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: expressions / gestures…I can’t talk without using my hands….get what I mean right?

I WRITE: from the heart and spontaneously…I WRITE my BEST when I’m extremely moved by something / someone…

I CONFUSE: myself when my heart rules my mind…and that happens too often :-(

I NEED: a nice long vacation…no time to think…a lot of solitude… (And we know that’s a rare combination!!) But seriously RIGHT NOW I NEED a reason to smile!

I TAG: Suchi, Kathy, Yashita
…if they haven’t done this already and hoping they make this a lot more interesting…

Ps: The song playing is “Can’t get you out of my head” by Kylie Minogue dedicated to the person who deserves the kick (stated in the tag under I WANT TO…)…but the dedication includes just that one line from the song “can’t get you out of my head…”!! All other reference to love etc is in NO WAY a part of the dedication…….

And oh Yes I WILL: Reply to all the commentz in the previous post now that I'm done with this tag!!! :P

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