Venting Out!

Doing this totally without thinking...or maybe thinking too much...whatever! I need a break and so I’ll be blog hopping and make up for missing out all your posts! First the weekend kept me busy, then just when I got the last post up…I was without a proper net connection for a while…anyway, all that’s sorted out but I seriously don’t want to write for sometime. At least till I find myself out of this rather sick frame of mind…hate feeling sorry for myself and being all upset…Below is a rather pathetic attempt to vent out some of my frustration in the form of a poem (or as Sudeep would like to call it...an essay!?!)...you can skip it and move to the next blog or my last post (which had me in a better frame of mind!)

Dedicated to a friend...

"Don’t take me for granted…
I honestly am no angel
I stand by you no matter what…
I look past your mistakes
I don’t show my pain
But…That won’t last…
You’re oblivious to the
Changes in me…

Wake up
You need to see….
Before it’s too late
For you to change things
And we’re left
Cursing fate…

What else?
I’m always there for you
And no I didn’t expect
Anything in return…
Being friends, for me,
Was never about give
And take…
I did my fair share of giving…
And I’d do it all over again
If…I can get past this hurt…
You really don’t see it
Do you?

Wake up
You need to see….
Before it’s too late
For you to change things
And we’re left
Cursing fate…

You probably think it’s a trivial thing
Why cry over something
So small and insignificant
But hey…
Aren’t you the one always saying
"It’s the little things in life that matter"?
Why should things always be,
About you?
Small yes…but important no less…

Wake up
You need to see….
Before it’s too late
For you to change things
And we’re left
Cursing fate…

You know what’s funny?
You don’t even know
I’m hurt…
Right now you’re upset
Wondering why I
Find it tough
To make a simple call?
You think I’m
Taking you for granted…
That’s how it is right?
You never did sense my
Disappointment…
And that…yes,
That hurts even more…

Wake up
You need to see….
Before it’s too late
For you to change things
And we’re left
Cursing fate…

And I’m done with this!
Shit poem I know…
Had to let of steam
And that’s done…
Read it…chuck it
And go have some fun!"

No comments!!!! something tells me I might be deleting this post sometime in the future...:-(

Ps: The music is the same as last time @ “promiscuous by Nelly Furtado”…it’s kind of stuck in my head now!

Have a good week ahead…wishing everyone finds a reason to smile and share that with people who matter and care…!